Immediately the wedding ended,
All smiles and giggles gradually faded,
Older women moved in groups,
Looking at me in sympathy as if i was a step child
Older men came to me with a fake energy congrating me for the action
My agemates, men and women looked puzzled as if they wanted to ask whether i’m serious or not.
I was so naive couldn’t read faces.
After seven days of honeymoon
I wished we never ended the journey soon
I got into the reality where life was not as it used to be back at home
My husband had no biological sisters but i experienced all kinds of sisters-in-law
All kinds of tortures and war
All evil, mature and raw
My friends started warning me then, but i thought they are just concerned
I was so naive i couldn’t follow advices
Months passed and now she wants a grandchild
We tried all we could but whenever i tell him how his mother acts he became wild
Mother back at home told me to hold on and pray hard
Life became miserable all evenings were sad
I was so naive i couldn’t make choices.
His brothers began to be friendly in the name of protecting me
With time they started seducing me with yoghurt, bread and ghee
I wanted a kid so bad “this is a sin” i couldn’t see
I knew i would ahut them up and all mistreatment would flee
I was so naive i didn’t have patience
Now he knows i don’t know what to do
That i’ve been flirting with his brother, cousin, i mean… the whole crew
He is mad at me his face has turned blue
I have said sorry, cried my nose off to flu
I am so naive what else should i do?